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I JUST GOT THIS EMAIL.....IS THIS....IS THIS REAL? OMFG MALLORY REALLY? ;_________; *dies happy*

Why isn't project play list working? I try to go to the hosted site to rip the song and its all "File not found" I want some fucking Unsraw. Should I go to fileden to start getting my music?

I picked up my license plate today :)
My do list is finally getting a little smaller!

ATTENTION:

I would like to maybe have a christmas party :) or at least arrange one before everyone leaves to see their family! The only exception is that If we do have it at my house I need to know the amount of people and party must be under control because of serious complaints from the apartment office.

I think it would be cute to have like an ugly christmas sweater party? Everyone go to a thrift store or walmart and get a shitty christmas sweater to wear? Or just a nice casual party were people can exchange gifts before christmas and leaving!? :)

Anyone who is interested contact me through text (440-413-7862) or aim: meggypft and of course replying here would be the best and easiest way to let me know asap :)

I think i've been swept off my feet, utterly head over heals<3333333

Well you finally accomplished what you wanted, seriously I don't regret "tearing you a new asshole" anymore.

Have an awesome life partying it up in your favorite city with your favorite people, nothing better than doing drugs and thinking your the king of the fucking world while throwing up in your toilet at the ripe age of 24. Your right you did make me hate you, I loved who you used to be not who you are. I've done everything in my power to be good to you and for you no matter what you've pulled out of your ass these 2 months, its cool I know I will do better I CAN do better. So go complain to me to all your friends like you always do. Your obsession to be cool and impress people that don't even know you has consumed you and you'll anything even fuck up your future and make everyone that loves you hate you just to get it.

Cool.

And I'm done, it was a good run sir so fucking peace.

I need not type that much,because Vi can read me like an open book, do we share the same brain?

I presume its that time of year again people where everyone just seems to go into a nuclear meltdown of sorts and the world is just bat shit insane for a month or two. That time where summer ends and winter begins to take effect, something about it people just can't handle. Those winter blues, I see everyone just losing their shit to put it just right.

I am at the end of my rope and Its just driving me insane, I take one step back and they take one step forward, I take one step forward and then they just take another. Either way I will always be behind and trying to catch up, I'm always going to be the one trying to resolve something even though everyone else might not want to admit to their wrong doing. 

One day I will just not care, and I turn into that strong independent girl I strive to be.
Then the next I am sitting on my ass wailing like a baby over something else in life.
I constantly fear the feeling of rejection, that people reject who I am thus my paranoia being even stronger.
I remember sitting back and mocking people for acting the same way, for spilling their feelings in the same manner. What comes around goes around as they say....

I may not be the most intelligent or intellectual person in the world. In fact I would probably lose my head if It was attached to me already, but I do know I am just not that bad there are worse people out there. I am not a bad person, I am not. My feelings are back firing and shooting me square inbetween the eyes I must admit. 

I'm going to get my shit together.
I'm going to reschedule my drivers test AGAIN.
I'm going to work harder in school.
I'm going to take bigger steps to hiding my feeling towards you.
I'm going to teach myself I can go places without you emotionally.